想太多了，
其实就是那么简单，
就别让自己受伤了。。

SCARY.

It's their scary true colour...
I think, I hope, I believe
I can forever have the self-discipline,
maturity and consciousness
to hold-fast as a person.
I think it's really a very, very MAD world.

I doesn't what's on your mind,
don't know how to feel.

How sad.

I don't know what made me feel like this.
It's awful.
I don't know how to face myself or others,
because I am not who I should be.
I can't really understand the situation well, too.
I'm really tired after a long long day,
but there are just small things that torn me apart.
Probably I'm just weird even though
I don't think so,
even I admit a few times that I am.
Get what I'm saying so far?
I'm really emo now,
ppl, stop mistaking me from someone else,
it really pissed me off
cos your tone changed SO MUCH MORE.
I really doesn't like when people
pay the kind of serious/ can't-offend-you "respect".
Am I really a very tense person??
I just feel that I'm drifting people that I want to draw near to.
Like people that I want to treasure...
I guess it's fine with me already.

Everything fades, eventually.

Randomness

It's really been quite a while
since I've got so terribly tired and sleepy.
Unconscious whenever I just close my eyes
or simply rest my head on the table.
This feeling is terrible because
I won't be able to concentrate on the things
that I need to do...
I've still got homeworks to finish,
but I'm really craving for some sleep..
Anyway,
something random and out of the previous content:
I hate people expecting you to tell
them what they missed and when
you missed something and expect them to tell you,
they will just ignore you
and think you're irritating, or simply act blur!
How frustrating.

I've been tempted to do something about you
but after a while I'm afraid
that there will be some sort of awkward
atmosphere so I don't say anything.
But you actually turned to say me.
Well,
I guess that's what we mean by "arguments without shame".

Nothing much to say abt today,
it was just tired,
and also funn :)
Heard the music students playing bad romance
with their violin today.
They are really good!
Lydia's brother one of them!
Cool :)

A hilarious evening..

Infront of me...

At the back of me...

Yes, bus 238 is "a bit" too popular and crowded...
Look at the people,
from the lane to Buzz,
from Buzz, all the way to Cafe Lobby.
Next time if you visit Toa Payoh centre,
look at the really long distance.
Kim Keat is that popular,
haha!
Anyway, I've changed a new phone,
it's small and handy,
stylish and pinklish (I guess)
Um... If i'm not wrong,
it's T715, Sony Ericsson :)
Alrite, goodnight everyone,
sleep early cos school gonna starts soon!
(I'm not sure whether I should be happy
or upset, cos it just freak me out "a bit" x/ )

Sensitive

Sometimes,

I just hate myself being so sensitive.

Why can't I just thought that

it's actually nothing, actually doesn't matter.

Why am I always so concern,

so worried,

so bordered?

These few days may be fun but

my heart is feeling lousy.

Dear God,

save me,

i don't know how to feel

and don't know what should be my next step now.

What are friends to me now,

i don't even dare to guess.

Some old fashion definition of it are just for show.

A friend is hard to find,

a friend that know you is even harder to find,

people closest to you may not even understand.

Am I just being too...

:(

I don't know what happen to me either,

I just look like some idiotic person.

I know i'm getting so irritating,

I just don't know why.

Sometimes, what upsets the most is that

I knew they knew,

but they didn't know my intention.

I don't know if i'm too proud to think like this.

Thoughts sometimes burned your head,

like mine.

This is such a stupid post that even I doesn't want

to read it.

I guess it's actually all abt me...

that i'm the one that allow these things.

It's really true that if you desire something,

you have to give up on something..

Sensitive and boring me.

Maybe I'm too free and boring to think about stupid things.

Boredom is scary.