How sad.

I don't know what made me feel like this.
It's awful.
I don't know how to face myself or others,
because I am not who I should be.
I can't really understand the situation well, too.
I'm really tired after a long long day,
but there are just small things that torn me apart.
Probably I'm just weird even though
I don't think so,
even I admit a few times that I am.
Get what I'm saying so far?
I'm really emo now,
ppl, stop mistaking me from someone else,
it really pissed me off
cos your tone changed SO MUCH MORE.
I really doesn't like when people
pay the kind of serious/ can't-offend-you "respect".
Am I really a very tense person??
I just feel that I'm drifting people that I want to draw near to.
Like people that I want to treasure...
I guess it's fine with me already.

Everything fades, eventually.