Sensitive

Sometimes,

I just hate myself being so sensitive.

Why can't I just thought that

it's actually nothing, actually doesn't matter.

Why am I always so concern,

so worried,

so bordered?

These few days may be fun but

my heart is feeling lousy.

Dear God,

save me,

i don't know how to feel

and don't know what should be my next step now.

What are friends to me now,

i don't even dare to guess.

Some old fashion definition of it are just for show.

A friend is hard to find,

a friend that know you is even harder to find,

people closest to you may not even understand.

Am I just being too...

:(

I don't know what happen to me either,

I just look like some idiotic person.

I know i'm getting so irritating,

I just don't know why.

Sometimes, what upsets the most is that

I knew they knew,

but they didn't know my intention.

I don't know if i'm too proud to think like this.

Thoughts sometimes burned your head,

like mine.

This is such a stupid post that even I doesn't want

to read it.

I guess it's actually all abt me...

that i'm the one that allow these things.

It's really true that if you desire something,

you have to give up on something..

Sensitive and boring me.

Maybe I'm too free and boring to think about stupid things.

Boredom is scary.