Surviving in SOTA!

Alrite, I know this is my second post for the day.

But really had LOTS to say!

Prob because i've always been thinking so much.

Anyway, the flashback started when

I went to my class blog and other classes blog.

I really thank God for bringing me through

the tough and lovely time,

it reminds me that there are good times

and bad times too :)

Though I didn't know everyone in SOTA year 1

since i'm such an introvert,

but I met a few that are nice!

SOTA is really somewhere hard for me to adapt in,

couldn't get use to it and doesn't laugh like I mean it.

Still have to appreciate all the useful things

that has taught me much!

And they are something that I felt were actually

useful in all these years of education!!

I hate esp projects.

I hate when it's so noisy when I really doesn't feel like it.

I hate when people judge me.

I hate when teachers praise the class/someone

when it's all hypocrisy.

(Maybe some R6 will be aiming guns at me now)

I hate many things that the school gave me.

BUT,

except all the complains and grudges,

God gave me friends like Keryn, Liyan, WeiQi..

They smsed me when I was sick and absent,

walk with me to the bus-stop,

wait for me at times when I need to stay back later..

God gave me teachers that appreciate my hard works.

God teach me how to persevere.

God gives me the greatest comfort that will never leave

me every single day of my life!

God protects me from all kinds of harm.

God surround me with supportive family,

the sweetest mummy and daddy on earth!!!

And a shy sister that will pass me a few small notes!

I may not have many good friends that I can talk to

or will truly comfort me,

I may not be popular in school,

I may not be pretty nor tall,

I may not be a straight As student,

but I am God-chosen child and child of my

mummy and daddy.

I think I should stop counting what I missed but what I have.

I won't appreciate people that don't appreciate me either.

It's their loss to lose me!

Back to the main point,

thank You Lord!

You brought me through every smallest to biggest thing!

I SURVIVED!!!

Next year, SOTA will be moving to Zubi Said,

which is the "Z Campus" that we're talking about!

It's a new life and a new chapter again.

Next year, I promise to work harder than I did this year!

God, once again surround me with your love,

learn to forgive, love and accept...