Don't hold for too long, give up

Rachel,

I know you always complain how others neglect

your concern for them.

However, remember that your life does not

revolves around those few people.

You've still got a few nice friends and a wonderful family.

All the more... YOU HAVE GOD WITH YOU!

That's the best insurance for you!

God is the best friend and the best Abba Father

that will never leave you!

I find myself silly when I reflect upon myself

dwelling about the friendships

that is never gonna return to what I want it to.

"A time to search and a time to give up,

a time to keep and a time to throw away."

Ecc3:6

Maybe, I've been keeping and searching for too long...

I think I should really let go by now.

If they really want me or need me,

they will find me.

I just need a trustworthy, a faithful,

nice girlfriend that I can talk to...