Worth Or Not

Does it mean that when you get the authority
that not everyone can get,
the power and ability to be someone that is important,
means that you're a worthy person,
someone that everyone will respect and think of?

You can posed as someone really important,
but when it's outside that matter,
you're just like a trash thrown aside.

When people need you,
they pick you up again,
like nothing happened in the past.

People changed.
Better or worse, I can't decide.
What I've understand is that human follow
something called
"Reality".
Unless it benefits them or they knew it's
gonna benefits them,
they'll just stick to it like chewing gum.

I surrender.

It's such a blessing

It's been such a wonderful week!

I've felt that I'm strongly influenced by

the Arts through the exploration this week.

Which is the first time I did. :)

Yesterday, I had Hip Hop with all the Year 2s,

it has been very fun and enjoyable.

It's been thousands of year since I had such an enjoyable lesson!

Words just can't express my excitement!

I love the lessons and activities,

I love the VA class that God place me in,

even with some people that I really doesn't like,

but I know teachers planned them for a purpose,

and I'm just be willing to obey.

I thank God for the teachers and classmate,

the duty that i'm appointed to do.

Realize that this year,

I'm ask to take up a roles,

be it in school or in church.

I pray for a calling, and promise a respond.

But because I've heard something from dad,

and I started to wonder if it's God's calling,

is that God's voice?

I'm still seeking to know His Will.

Father, just show me

and guide me...

wonders

Wonder...

i always wonder,

if my hard works were seen by others.

Whether it paid off,

i wonder.

Things always seems easy,

seems only beside you,

just to reach your hands to it.

But in facts,it's not easy,

usually for people who don't trust themselves,

it's not beside you,

it's a million distance away,

for it to be seen,

only years and years

of works and waits.

Things are like so mysterious,

always,

that i always feel moody about it.

But the natural of humans

are sinful,

when they successed,

they called things

"easy like chicken feet."

But when they failed,

they called things

"difficult..difficult..only God can do it.."

Perhaps what i said is not for everyone.

As some people who success,

go through a super uber difficult times,

that only people who does the same things could understand.

As some people who failed,

may had tried many times,

but the fact is that they really really,

not capable in that field.

okay,end here.

*remember to look at the pictures at the last post!*