我们去走走！

看着那些自由幸运的人

常常出国去流浪流浪，

看看新事物，

体验不同的感觉。。。

我想我就是适合这种生活的人吧！

虽然喜欢待在家里，

不太爱出门的我，

其实是很想出国旅行的人！！！

可以说是我很想很想做的一件事吧！

还有一件事。。。

就是希望可以参加创意市集！！

我很爱做手工，

也希望我的手工能发扬光大，

可是我想，

我有那么多喜欢做的事，

想要做的事，

也不知道自己未来会朝哪个方向发展，

所以～～

从现在就要努力充斥，

努力存钱！！！

p.s 努力读圣经！哈哈 :D

It's broken

In the broken world we lived in now,
when many many things seem so superficial,
I want to seek God even more
because He promised us that His love is never changing..

Worth Or Not

Does it mean that when you get the authority
that not everyone can get,
the power and ability to be someone that is important,
means that you're a worthy person,
someone that everyone will respect and think of?

You can posed as someone really important,
but when it's outside that matter,
you're just like a trash thrown aside.

When people need you,
they pick you up again,
like nothing happened in the past.

People changed.
Better or worse, I can't decide.
What I've understand is that human follow
something called
"Reality".
Unless it benefits them or they knew it's
gonna benefits them,
they'll just stick to it like chewing gum.

I surrender.

想太多了，
其实就是那么简单，
就别让自己受伤了。。

At least tried

Probably God wants me to learn to be independent,
or maybe she, too, didn't get much
guidance from the last leader,
that's why she doesn't know how to guide another person
good enough or equip enough.
Since I'm the leader,
I'll figure it out myself,
I'll settle problems and learn from the mistakes,
make right decisions and persevere.

I know I'm not perfect but I would say
I've tried my best.
I, myself, has no doubt about this.

Still, thank God for bringing me through.

A LONG DAY :)

Today will be a long day.
But I just want to finish a portion
of what should be done.
I finally got my OWN !
No desperate groans for not being able to
get a copy of it :)
It is expensive, though.
(I bought that in Times!)
Anyway,
the book is getting interesting like what Keryn said,
and I'm still in the process of reading.
Meeting and printing of bulletin later,
both are my first experience.
I know God will lead me, anyway,
with a little nervous,
a little excited,
a little doubts regarding whether
I can absorb what is taught.
You know,
I've always been quite a slow person,
I need quite a while to think before I talk
and a while to absorb before I can do something
naturally, like a routine.
I know everyone does that,
everyone needs to absorb too,
but I'm really slow.

P.s. I can't remember sculpture room and painting room
until yesterday!
Well, I know my classroom okay...

xD

I don't know

One day before my birthday,

that will be the last worse thing to happen.

I don't know why you feel so,

I don't know why you react this way,

I don't know everything that's on your mind...

I'm not guilty because I don't think I let you down.

Sorry to say this but everything is like unnecessary and childish.

You made me feel unfair, heartbroken and angry.

But the love of God calms me down,

i will shut up, and that's it.

So much to say but i don't want to say.

Feeling, that I couldn't get over.

I've been wondering this every moment,
the fact is that I still couldn't get over with such feeling.
God creates us,
He must also be the one who creates this kind of
feeling in us.
I just felt that this comes so naturally,
out of my own control.
I don't know what to describe it,
God knows.
I just felt weird if I pray over this thing,
but let my thoughts be submit into the Lord's Hands,
that they may be guided by Him,
that I may have the right attitude to face it.

Yes Lord, all that I do,
may they glorify You.

Reason

SIMPLE REASONS.

Why do majority afraid of confessing their

thoughts and feeling to another person?

Especially to someone that is close to you

or you often see.

The reason is actually simple,

but different to individuals.

Frankly speaking, if i were to be the person,

I'm afraid to be embarrassed when i'm nervous,

or even, to make the friend relationship

at first to become awkward,

which is the most scary part.

Relationships between people are hard.

Imagine to be committed into a couple relationship.

It takes more than imagine if you're treating it seriously.

Hi!I'm here~

Well...Today i'm sooo tired,almost falling asleep..

But i just want to post since i'm online.

Tmr will be our oral prelim,

May God bless me with wisdom for tmr.

Happy....faster PSLE so that i can go back to TW.

I almost mentioned it in every post that i typed.

I am really glad to received Emily's mail..

Thanks Emy..

She also did missed me.

I apologised that i only thought that she was upset with me,

which is not true.

Anyway,YUZHEN,don't be too sensitive over the LJ things.

Don't scold her alrite?

It's really non of her business.

You say she "touched" him?

Or simply "tapped" him?

Think be4 you say.

If you thought of an answer,

you tell me alrite?

Don't say the word "flirt".

It's not a pleasant word to say.

And why you say this to her?

Need reasons too.

Don't insult in this manner,

i know that you are a nice and intelligent gal.

I believe you'll make a difference to the world.

I'm simply giving you advise,if you have questions,just ask me.

I'll be there to help you:)

Anyway,thanks for your fancy.

hahas.

-Ciao!(bye!)

[copy from 6B textbook]

I LOVES 麦兜！！！

He is soo cute!!!!

ARGH!He is now my craving,that cute pig.

Anyway,im a pig now yeah~~

I been craving for food like a heartbroken gal~~

Laughs...

Knowing tt it will be real fat!!!

I went to Xin Hui's birthday party at KFC yesterday.

The game was like...

lame...

I also took pics with Lishun&XueYu.

It won't post out as im really ugly in those photos...

I was like really super busy in the weekend~

TIRED.

But i can at least typing some post to my blog as an entertainment!

I've new skin,nice?

OH!I feel that it's supremely ARTISTIC!

And that's my style ;)

Cool.

I love my W279...

But i didnt go cg for long,

feeling quite lost and was like forgotten by them,maybe :(

But still heard news from Cynthia's,my cg leader.

But does'nt mean that im unfaithful,

my heart always follow God and His words,

which is a living spirit.

I would really w o n d e r about this m i r a c l e world.

I've such a long way to go.

要完成这个长跑的路还很长。

我愿跑，因为知道不是选择生死的一瞬间，

而是知道会有那无限的可能。

Above chinese characters are type by me and it's not copying.

Because that's my thoughts,i've thought so many things.

And i knew,i've grew so much:)

bye,i love ya.

-Rachel