My mind is filled.

With all the thoughts and my feelings.

One day,

I hope that I could accomplish something

that I wish to do or want to be.

I don't care about wealth nor fame,

I care about having a genuine heart, excellent EQ,

a heart that offers everything to God and for God.

I am really focusing on glorifying God,

however,

my mind sets me to a tilted direction,

no longer loving,

no longer glorifying.

Rather, it probably makes me to sin

with jealousy thoughts, venting my anger on anyone.

I care so much that I want so many of you to know.

I care so much that I disappoint myself of how far we've gone

but that's what I get in return.

Unreasonable love.