I pray for it and it really did not happen.

Thank you, Lord.

Though everyday,

at every timing,

again and again,

breaking all that I am into pieces,

And I always hate the feeling after that.

Just so tired.

Confess.

"How many confessions that humans had to make

in order to escape from the danger of hell?"

-伊甸之东－台词

Why should we make confessions to God everyday?

To Catholic, why should they confess to the Father?

(Not Father God that i'm refering to)

From this person that asked the question of 

"how many confessions that humans had to make",

I do not know how to reply upon hearing this.

When we were born,

we carry this sinful human nature with us.

All the more,

we sin even more when we grow up day by day.

God so loved the world that He want us to repent

and turn to Him so that we may be saved.

But how many of us really concern about this?

How many times have God being rejected again and again?

God never wants to see us in hell,

rather, He want us to gather back to heaven to meet Him.

Judgement that day were set,

but still, we receive eternity when we choose

to be with walk with Christ.

The confessions that we make is the confession

that we wish to draw near to God.

The confession that we make is the confession

that we wish an arrow-up towards God.

And the confession that I make

is the confession that I want to tell God:

"Sorry Father,

Please cleanse my sins,

please forgive me,

that I may continue to be Your child and shine for You.

Father,

I love You,

because You first loved me."

Ain't holiday's holiday.

Pretty cool eh? How sad.

Well, exams is drawing nearer and nearer each day;

our days are slowly eaten up by time.

No more slaking!

Yeah, as usual.

Except a break time with some entertainments.

I'm feeling so stress regarding

my art form like never before,

feeling that I'm about to flood my face with my tears!

However,

this makes me wanna Praise the Lord, my God!

He has brought me through this damn

tough times when I thought that it's the end for me.

He lift me up when I fall!

Seriously,

I fell down quite badly this time,

heart aching and more heart aching;

Worried and more worried.

Father God,

I want to exalt Your name above all names,

You are forever worthy of my Praise!