Obviously I'm trying to escape from the heavy workload

but another part of my mind is asking me

to buck up and do my homework and projects.

Yes I'm sick of routines, I think I mentioned this before.

Thank God at least I've got design concept tmr,

enough for me to tell myself:

"Today is a good day, wake up!"

I really wish to replenish sleep someday (not too far)

and just to think about nothing and sleep or stare at the ceiling,

perhaps to ponder about His Words and then put a smile on my face.

I pray for strength to carry on and I REALLY doesn't want to

give up so easily even though it seems so far and so hard to reach.

I pray!