I don't know why i just can't get the

instructions stuck in my mind, seriously.

Yes, it's not the first time i've been making such mistakes.

As if people will always forgive me.

I sucks really badly and don't tell me I don't.

I can't forgive myself now

and I'm overwhelmed by how many horrible things

happened to me and some are going to happen.

This is so bad.

I feel really unhappy about these.