15 October 2010

I always love Evan's works,
they are super delicate, nice and creative!!
I always got ideas and inspiration from her blog.

ANW..
Mentioning about post-exam activities,
nothing in the schedule actually makes me feel excited
nor the feeling to look forward to.
I'm very, very restless and I'm desperate to know my results
and whether I get promoted to Yr 3.
Yes, it's THAT scary if you have no idea.
I'm worried about practically every subject..
I pray hard to overcome this fear.

If I get to promote to Yr 3,
I'll work extra hard.
Yr 3 will be a ridiculously busy year (busier than Yr 4 I guess?)
and I have to put in that extra effort if I don't want
to get kick out or regret when I get back my exams.
I hate the feeling to regret.
Honestly this time for the first few papers,
I really tried my best when I'm doing.
I don't know why I got so discouraged after that,
for maths and science.
And now, I have to settle scores with my maths tuition teacher,
he's putting way too much stress on me.
It's not that I can't stand stress,
I just can't put up with his annoying attitude towards me.
I don't know my stuffs so I need you to teach me,
don't give me the face as if I'm a idiot,
it hurts alot.

Well, I've got so much to say and I've planned
many stuffs that I need to do..
I want to be more self-discipline,
and able to follow up what I've planned for myself.

I need a good, good rest from the weekend,
feel so blessed to lie on the bed not thinking
about what I have to revise,
but really put all those things aside.
I also need to spend more time with God,
I need to pray and rest in Him.
God is good, so good. (:


3 comments:

Anonymous said...

一起加油吧,Rachel!<3 Refer: Psalms 23
Indeed He is good!

Rachel said...

Thanks Lydia! Thank God for you in my life! :)

Anonymous said...

I should thank Him for you instead! You always have good messages through God's words and when I read them I am always reminded to put him in my life.Or rather, you have taught me to always put Him 1st in our lives!^^

Hehe, I really enjoy reading your blog!