Ever since

After 12,
I've got a clear cut from a child to a teenager.
I'm not expecting much for birthday alr,
because it always seems to be
an unlucky day after 12.
If this day approach,
something bad will fall on that day,
or even before.
WOW.

Still, I want to thanks for those who wishes me,
and those presents...
It's not about the gifts but the intention of heart.
Really.
I'm not asking for gift that you can show off yourself
nor gift that you are giving just because you think you should give.
I can't believe some important YOUs forget about
my birthday and never seems to care...
I'm laughing actually,
that the fact that I don't know,
it's you who are not paying enough attention,
or me.
Such a joke,
such a nonsense.
You're an amazing person that made me smile to you,
even the anger is burning deep within.
You ruined my birthday eve,
my birthday.
Not just because you forget
but many rubbish you said,
that you don't even know you hurt someone that concerns about you.