I'm NOT that.

I'm not that kind of girls that know all the

sweet talks.In fact,i fail to do so even i

want it to be "sweet".

I guess there's nothing else for me to change this.

I'm just NOT sweet.

Even as a student,

i'm not the kind that the teacher will like.

Some more i'm academically weak,

not really lousy,but not that good.

I can't do exceptionally well art pieces too.

I've just felt like i'm like a loser 

the past few days.

However,after prayers to my Daddy God,

I strongly felt that i'm strengthened.

It must be Him that is with me!

Oh Lord,you NEVER EVER fails me.

Your joy is my strength!

I've remembered my determined dreams

after prayer.Those dreams that i thought i've lost them.

Rachel,not yet.

Not yet to give up and too early to.

You gonna stand up,

and real steady!