Tomorrow,

A GOODBYE to where i really love..

Taiwan,

when can i stand on you again?

Perhaps after 2 years?3,4,5 or 6?

Please..ASAP.

I've got many complicated feelings.

But i got to accept the fact that,

I'M REALLY GOING BACK TO SG TMR.

Well,shall not post those upsetting words.

I am not the kind, who is communicative,

who is able to engage conversations with just anyone.

It takes a lot of time for me to become familiar

with people and to eventually open up to them.

A shell that requires a lot of prying-open.

Then again if that happens,

I would be a totally different person.

So i don't really pretent it obviously.

Normally,will present the original me slowly,

afraid that i'll scared others,

thinking i'm such a two-sided person,

which is real scary.

But till now,i don't feel that theres many this kind

of people in my life that eventually pried open my heart.

Perhaps of my characters and my thinking,

i just don't know.

But i just found a similarity of we human.

We eventually do prayers under some circumstances

that we need helps,and the circumstances

are really quite common for us.

And i really envious emy,she is able to

blog her feeling in a certain way to allow others

to understand how she feels,thinks and says.

She also presented her emotion feeling

in ways that others will feel a contact with that feeling.

I'm not like her,

sometimes i just don't find the right word to describe myself.

I just find myself kinda of esoteric.

*Closing my eyes for that few hours,

bringing me to the another world*

& Christmas,

is drawing nearer to my soul.