Strength.

Many things that

runs through my mind.

I feel that i've always been thinking so many thing.

Sometimes necessary,sometimes unecessary.

But i feel a bit empty in me.

Why?

I feel that it's a signal from God.

As i've not been reading his word for quite a long time.

Sorry,Lord.

I knew now.

Without you,even golds&diamond won't cheer me up.

& i've watched a video clip yesterday.

Mentioning a life of a 24 years old girl @ Japan,

was suffering from a breast cancer.

It was a second attack before she passed away.

She was brave,indeed,she was always strong

to put on a smile,facing the facts that she will

suffer the pain like mad,she still wants to

remain strong to live.

She died on may,2008.

She wants to live as she was so young,

while people have life,was thinking of crazy idea to

die.Isn't silly?

If you ask for my opinion,

i would say that it was cruel,

cruel to their friends and family,

cruel to the people that suffered from illness and die.

Her father was now alone,

both wife and daughter pass away.

Another girl @Taiwan,also,24 years old.

a 3rd place winner from Xing Guang Bang 3.

She commit suicide because of love.

She was so silly.

She totally forget her father's kindness&loves towards her.

So sad.It ends like this.

So always remember,treasure your life.

Don't take it for granted.